That's right bitches.
This ragdoll has a brand spankin' new tattoo.
And I fucking love it.
No,it didn't hurt.
Kind of embarassed because I almost fell asleep in the chair,it was really relaxing.
It took about three hours,she took her time,which is good.
Glad I didn't go with a solid purple for the flower.
Looks much better the way it is.
I shall have a picture eventually.
I'll have to go for a touch up later on.
The skin was pretty swollen when she started the colouring.
Couldn't get a few places due to the swelling.
But it'll be free as long as I take excellent care of it.
Which I will.
No point in having something you aren't going to take care of.
This is definitly a new addiction.
I'll also be getting a medusa,from my best friend Tay,as a birthday present.
And then a few more piercings and then ill let myself heal for a bit.

And I'm cast aside,like a rejected children's toy,like so many others have done to me,but of all the people in my life,why did it have to be you?The one who explained how understanding you could be...can you not understand that this hurts me?
Let go, maybe i should,just like so many others do.
But I've never been one to be so selfish,
I'll be selfless for you yet again..
I love you,and i don't know why...

Forever Your Rejected Rag Doll

Ah yes as explained in the title,Tons of new artwork,too lazy to go to my moms and scan it...its too cold here,stupid outisde world tryign to kill me with the wind and snow and frostbite.*shrugs* eh itll get done sometime..

I'm in B.C. right now...I'll be here for a little while...think maybe another week... cant say i miss much back home.Just my friend Tayler.It's good to be out here again.I'm happiest out here,and i don't just laze about or anything..it's too beautiful here to sit still....though right now i'm kind of tired which is why i'm on the computer.It's foggy out today,as it was yesterday.It's really beautiful..*sighs* and one day i'll come here and never leave.but that day is a few years away.*shrugs* I'll come back when im ready to stay,its nice to see my lil bro and step dad though...
Best part about being out here is...i can figure shit out without the drama going on at home...im not running never would run from a problem,it gives me a chance to look at it differently...without being completely stressed out about it all.I figure I'll go back home next friday or some time around there.
Well im off to bug my lil brother...

So last night i went to the evanescence concert last night with my good friends Sammi and Amanda.
For a band i used to like but then got tired of...the played a pretty good concert.Course I'm addicted to live music anyway.
It was Sammi's first concert,so she had a blast.
After the concert there was a birthday party at Amanda's for some guy they call Russia(his 17th birthday).Apparently he was trying to flirt with me...though being the dense person i am...i didn't notice...
crazy males and their subtle ways...people think women are so subtle...males are just as bad.....or it could be just me...unable to notice that kind of crap...only one person puked last night though...which is better than the last party they had there.. Last night was super fun all in all...
good music
cool people
comfy bed to crash on
and of course the wicked shower i had this morning there ha ha ha